Feeling very melancholic this afternoon.  All of a sudden I've started thinking about stuff I usually push to the back of my mind and ignore.

I've had great results with the migraine situation, the course of magnesium supplements I have been taking and having deleted all the prescriptions that made me crazy, mean and nasty out of my routine. I'm just heartbroken that my behavior while I was taking them was so bad that, last Fall, I alienated and lost someone who was so important to me.

It sucks to reconnect with someone from your past and have them not reconnect with the "real" you.  Does that make sense?  My intentions were good, my choices to be proactive, smart and safe made a lot of sense, but the results were disastrous.

I know I've apologized before and sound like a broken record, but this weighs heavily on my mind.  I try not to have regrets, but I have them.

If you're reading this, once again, I'm sorry. Maybe one day we'll be able to hit the reset button and try getting reacquainted again.

Crap, my Fit Bit just buzzed to harrass me into walking 250 steps. Gah!