Okay, so maybe I was naive to think that things would get easier at work once I resigned....

Every day this week has been a nightmare. Not just the workload (it's time for our quarterly project), but dealing with my boss trying to get me to stay.  So far he has used money, sympathy and guilt. Actually, he has used all of them many times. He has promised to change things, but I know he won't, which is why he is now relying heavily on money and the prospect of more money down the line.  I suppose I should be flattered that he wants me to stay this badly, but come on.  He is only doing it because he doesn't want to go through the process of getting someone new.

I really hope I get a concrete decision soon from the job offer I received (they weren't done checking stuff this morning). I just want to put this all behind me.  I'm exhausted. Forget about sleep.  I've gotten, maybe,  15 hours of sleep this week, total. That's including the 8 hours I got Sunday night.

I look like shit. I feel like shit. I'm sure I'm behaving like shit as well. So, sorry to everyone who has had to deal with me! I don't usually cry this much, I promise....